checkin in

Hadn't posted in a min

don't have much to say

jus wanna keep ya'll posted

Been focused on my book

putting pen ta paper

I got up to chapter 3 done so far

a real rough cut

I don't really wanna edit anything til its completely done

that's jus how I like to process things

I've decided to focus soley on my writing for awhile

been spending to much time looking for jobs in getting the run around 

I wanna put all my effort into wat I love to do n Wat's most important to me right now

God I tryin to tell me to change up wat I'm doing

or at least that's how I interrupt my lack of a career right now

any way I'm out

go do something wit ya self's

-A

I feel a DANCE BREAK commin

jus chillin at tha apt randomly web surfing n
i come across this video & immediately i think >>>i wish i could hav been on this casting call jus so i could dance up on john legend 
swing my pony all up in his face lol
ladies u can't tell me if given tha chance u wouldn't hoop up on the bar
swing ya pony
drop it low
then walk smooth off the bar lik "yea i did that"
idk maybe alone on this one but I'm bout to hit the gym n press out my hair so
i'll b ready for the nxt model call!!

watch the video then tell me how u feel bout my daydream

Whatever U Want - Consequence

still aint tryin to dance???

My moment to VENT

Waking up from a guud ass sleep that kinda sleep i haven't had in months

 so I jus assumed today is a good day.... WRONG today is the day of drama

the worst kind too family drama.

That's the kinda ish u gotta deal wit delicately

 u might even hav to bite ya tongue

 I HATE to bite my tongue I would rather cuss scream n get my words my feels out n say F urs til I'm done but

 You cant do that wit family u gotta say stuff in a certain tone n a certain way or ish could escalate into some more ish.

ne way let me get into it

I'm not one to air dirty laundry or get to personal when I comes to my business so ima jus state facts not names

If someone does you a favor u show your gratitude n keep it moving

You DON'T spit in they fuckin face making them look lik an ass hole for trying to something good/nice for u

YOU don't fuck up their belongings

YOU don't flood out they bathroom n not clean it up

YOU don't disrespect them by not acknowledging their presents

YOU  don't bring hell into their home

YOU don't leave your body hair sprinkled all over the fuckin bathroom where ppls toothbrushes are n say u couldn't clean it up cause u had to go to wrk!!!!

WTF u mean u had to go to wrk?! nigga learn to better manager u time,cause if bck door u in the bathroom in I can't even get ready cause you got shit everywhere
the tub gotta ring in it n you took a fuckin shower!!!

 How that happens idk

WHOO buddy you've confused confused our home wit a Motel 6, which it clearly is NOT, we didnt leave the light on for u guy!!

Oh n idk if you kno it but that Gain u using for free was damn near $10 so if u wanna u kno kick n on it cause u wrk n dnt pay rent cause u stay in a JEEP cause your parents hate yo disrespectful dirty ass

SIDE NOTE: 

IF I EVA HAVE TO WATCH MY MOMS CLEAN UP AFTER YA ASS TIL 1AM

WHEN SHE GETS UP AT 5 IN DON'T GET HOME TIL 6

 IMA BUST EVERY WINDOW OUT YA JEEP/APT

THEN IMA TOSS YA DIRTY ASS BOXES THAT U KEEP IN OUR GARAGE

WIT OUT PUTTIN IN ON SHIT IN

THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET IN RUN THE HONDA OVER EVERY BOX TIL

THEY BECOME PART OF THE FUCKIN PAVEMENT BITCH!!!!!!!!!

26YR OLD MAN CHILD N CAN'T FIND A PLACE TO LIVE

SORRY BUT I DON'T BELIEVE IN FAIRY TAILS

U WENT TO THE RIGHT NIGGA WIT THAT SAD ASS STORY

 I WOULDA SHUT YO PUNK BITCH ASS DOWN N SENT U ON YA WAY WIT OUT SO MUCH AS A SMILE

Sat up here n ruin my got damn morning got my moms feelin lik ish at work nigga fuck u!

n im done, NOT BOUT waist ANOTHER SECOND on talkin bout this bull shit no more

-B

JAMMIN

Okay I kno I been talkin bout that drake n timbaland- say siomething shock value vol 2<<< cant wait for that to drop

is my new ish for now but

I also said its my nrew ish til sumthing betta comes along

 n man something betta has ran up on me n took my ass on a futuristic ride

the beat is lik nothing else out right now at least nothing ive heard.

PLEASED TO ENJOY SOME SERIOUS EAR CANDY
solar midnight- Lupe Fiasco

http://www.mediafire.com/?dmjgwdhtnxe

 click the link for a free download (at ya own risk)

SIDE NOTE: for all ya'll twilght lova fans this song is on the new moon soundtrack if that a diff to ya. its jus a lil bonus info

latas

Song Of The Moment

INSPIRED BY #MUSIC MONDAYS VIA TWITTER.COM/MAchick200 <<< FOLLOW ME (shameless plug) lol

I decied to venture out in search of some fresh blood,

when I came across this song by KOL, a band im slowly fallin lov with.

USE SOMEBODY grabbed my attention and so far im still very entertained.

the first time I heard use somebody it was lik hearing my private thoughts sung with more passion than I put into the thought. the same thought i've had in the bck of my mind everyday for years

 & hav not had the curage to speak out loud.

 I know your wondering why I posted SEX ON FIRE instead of USE SOMEBODY when thats the song that had such a effect on me, while its because i want you to go out n find the song your damn self because I jus said I was lookin for new music! lol

ENJOY

SEX ON FIRE- KINGS OF LEON (KOL)

Sex On Fire - Kings Of Leon

An open letter to liquor~

We've had our good times

but here lately you've been fucking up.

Its because of your recent actions that i think scracth that i know we should break-up.

I don't want you in my orange juice in the am.

We can't meet up at parties or jus kick it when i'm bored.

I don't want to cry on your shoulder any more.

I can't wake up shaking anymore

You can't ride shoot gun in the car or hide out in my trunk.

I know its sudden but we're not getting along lik we used to & that thing we did a few wks ago wit you know who that jus wasn't cool bro.

I mean i'm getting into fights wit my fam n friends over you!

You've cost me my relationship, My love.

We're at a cross roads old friend n i feel lik we want different things in life.

Its time i leave you behind.

Don't cry baby jus remember the good times n don't worry i won't talk bad about you to my friends ya'll can still kick it on weekends.

As for us i hope we can be cool when i see you on top of the fridge, in the cabinet or at parties.

I'll always remember you my first love,

-A